Sunday, June 15, 2008
Long long time since I've last blogged here.. I really envy others out there.. really.. I wished that I could celebrate anniversaries.. I wished that I do receive surprises and presents.. I wish that I can get company and attention like you girls do.. I wish..
Guess I have forgotten you..
Like everyone elses has forgotten me..
You used to say and tell me things in a very logical manner..
Everything you do must be logical.. Like how you rebutted telling me how saying "sayang and everything elses doesn't solve the problem, doesn't help.."
So I wondered.. what did you do to prove yourself?
If you simply refuse to say you love me.. or other words that I call sweet words.. then what have you done to prove it?
You said u missed me? but you dun call (I dun remember when was the last time you called me)
You said you love me? but you dun do anything I tot was loving ( I dun remember when was the last time you did something sweet or put in effort for me)
I dun understand..
which bf will tell them not to call them or doesn't call their gfs?
which bf will simply ignore their gfs and even if their gfs dun contact them for a day they wouldn't mind?
which bf will take time out to meet their friends even after a hard day's work and not mind not accompanying their gfs for even a precious weekend?
I can't remember when was the last time we went dating..
I can't remember when was the last time I was happy..
I can't remember when was the last time I felt loved..
I can't..
Was it because I have very poor memory?
Or was it all because it all happened too long ago.. a history..
I guess people will only treasure when it's lost..
I have tried very hard.. I voiced out.. I struggled to stay on..
I gave my best..
was it me or was it that i'm just a weird demanding person?
Should I?
I really dragged making that decision..
I only had a simple wish.....
jSkYGaL86 dream on 11:40 PM [comment]
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
= = =ChANge Of BloG Add~ PlS aSk Me fOr iT= =
*pRooFZ*
jSkYGaL86 dream on 1:05 AM [comment]
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
hIyA pEepx.. i came to bloG coz i can predict that tom i will not hAve the time to blog.. well tom's the last paper for many.. so sad.. the day that we hAve been looking forward to.. but when it is finally going to reach.. i suddenly feel so sad..
was on the way home...i looked out of the window as usual.. suddenly there were flashbacks.. of some hAppy and Crappy moments that I have in NgeE Ann.. i can't believe it.. i'm going to graduate tom.. tom's my last day in school as a student of Ngee Ann..It seems like it's yesterday when i 1st went to Ngee Ann to report to school.. i dnuo wad im typing here .. abit siao siao already...
can't imagine how im going to feel tom after my paper.. probably after i finished my paper i sit there and tear.. LOL! ! ! kk too drama mama liao..
*pRooFZ*
P.S GOOD LUCK PEEPX FOR UR PAPERS TOM!! ! ! ! !
jSkYGaL86 dream on 6:14 PM [comment]
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
DaDdy was like saying.. " You Got PPl Woo MeH?" PeNg lo.. lidat say mE! sob sob DiNner at seoul was nice.. too bad no fRiED rice by our fried riCe pRo..
MY VDAY PRESENT ! ! !
HaD a Nice VdAY... Nicer ThAn What I expected I suppoSEd... as usual like every year.. i did some stupid things. I stAyed in school to do project til abt 6+pm.. poor su su hAve to wait so long for me.. anyway Special thX to su su.. gene and Denny.. not forgetting dale dale too..
ThANKS DENNY FOR UR LOVELY FLOWERS ! ! ! ! ! ! !
THANKS DALE DALE FOR THE CUTE XiAo CHip Chip And XiAo DALE DALE + Hp ThinGY~~! ! !
Never expected to even recieve such lovely and cute presents! ! =))
PoOl was fun la.. tho i anyhow hit and missed =x
oh well.. tom's another chiong proj day.. damn siAnx.. AftER tHuRs T05 will be fRee Free liao! ! ! GaNbAtTe! !
hope everyone hAd a wonderful vDaY! ! CHeERS!!
=pRooFz=
jSkYGaL86 dream on 2:27 AM [comment]
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Back to SquAre oNe..
HAppy VDAY pEepz!
jSkYGaL86 dream on 12:31 AM [comment]
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
I expect nothing... WISH ME LUCK NEXT WEEK!
jSkYGaL86 dream on 2:49 PM [comment]
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
watched Coyote Ugly...it's one my my fav show.. but everytime i watch it it's either i miss the 1st part.. middle part of last part.. pEng... nv complete before!! ARGgGG.. anyway rushed home to watch it.. Heng i didn't miss the MOST IMPORTANT PARt.. where the ger finally get to sing on stage.. woohoo.. so touching can.. and the bf was there... the ambience was damn cool.. if i ever get the chAnce to do tt too.. i think i will diE with no regrets.. LOL! ! ! CHOY CHOY CHOY!!!!
anyway i still rem.. the 1st time i watched it was with my nball mates.. i sure miss the gers..it was so funny then.. coz we were supposed to slp by 12.. we were in a training camp.. den next morning got training.. but we sneak to the tv and watched coyote ugly.. we didn't even dared to on the lights.. and the sound was soft.. jus enuff for us to hear.. it's so so so nice.. but i think i dozed off during parts of the show.. =x
anyway those are jus some stupid things that we did la.. I STILL LOVE U GERS LOTS LOTS K! ! ! !
=pROoFZ=
jSkYGaL86 dream on 1:23 AM [comment]
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Monday, January 30, 2006
yEApz.. today.. or rather yesterday was chu yi.. went to meow meow's hse to bai nian together with the gAng.. too bad this yr the group grew smaller.. coz some working.. some went back.. some can't make it.. oh well.. it's sort of a yearly affair for us now.. doesn't matter who came who didn't..
Had steamboat at her hse.. the blur me was lost for the second time in a row! lol.. last yr i alighted at the wrong bus stop.. this yr.. tho alighted at the correct one.. but i walked to the wrong place.. hahaha pro rite.. anyway.. more practise and i'll get the right way to her hse.. =x heard that another friend got married.. so fast sia.. time really flies.. or maybe im getting older le.. lol.. wadever it is.. i'm a lil scared coz there's like so many unexpected things happening around us.. u nv noe wad will hAppen next.. anyway continuing.. they came to my hse and we played blackjack.. it's a yearly thing too! lol won a bit la i guess..
den sister's bf came.. played second round of blackjack.. im nuts nuts nuts.. his rules abit weird de.. wadever la.. can play can le.. he kept saying wad casino rulE casino rule.. pEng sia.. in the end lost like 5+ bucks to him.. haha casino rule is for casino la.. my hse is my rule! LOL! ! ! ! anyway maybe tom go his hse and win back those money + more money LOL!! or maybe follow derrick go bai nian.. booo so boring.. this yr so weird lo.. like siAn siAn de.. maybe becoz it's different this yr afterall lol..
stupid daniel psychoing me now.. asking me to ask my bf buy flowers from him.. pEngz.. no bf how to buy! ! ! ! retarded.. oh yar and ppl.. if u all wnana buy flower or hp.. find me.. =x maybe can get cheaper from him.. LOL!!
=pRoOfZ=
"dun be too greedy, be contented."
jSkYGaL86 dream on 1:06 AM [comment]
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
yea.. someone feedback that my post is LENGTHY.. so from now on i must mix mix.. sometimes lengthy sometimes short short post.. =x kk i dnuo wad english i'm typing here..
1st of all.. i must say smt.. "OMG! ! ! GUO HAI READS MY BLOG! ! ! ! !" ... and next is... "U STUPID BOY.. U CHEAT ME!! MADE ME WAITED FOR THE BUS TT WILL NEVER COME! ! ! !@$@!#%@#$^@" and thirdly.. "I WILL NEVER TRUST U AGAIN! ! !" MUAHAhahaa..
next is.. went lunch with the yi gene and ke quan.. woohoo.. 1st time sat in ke quan's car.. damn cool can.. so big and spacious and everything.. call me sua ku la.. lol.. but very song.. lol i dun mind having rides in his car if i have nth to do =x
k tt's all.. SHORT AND SWEET RITE!! RITE PEI MEI.. =x
=pRooFZ=
jSkYGaL86 dream on 12:57 AM [comment]
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
yeap.. today's a Boring day.. dnuo later got go out buy clothes not.. hope it doesn't rain...
=peaceOuT=
jSkYGaL86 dream on 4:22 PM [comment]
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
Yesterday we went for Field Trip.. 1st time after so many thousands years i went on field trip again.. lolx.. was abit lame la.. went Singtel, FuNan and lastly the supreme court.. saw the call center at singtel.. learnt things that i didn't noe.. maybe it's becoz i'm jus too mountain turtle lol... funan was fun.. coz normally i go there is eat the sushi only =x i still remembered i celebrated my birthday there with my KR gang.. ho ho ho.. had KFC with PM's grp and my grp.. crapped there la.. des was talking abt how their eyes are so big.. *pEngZ* hey comon la.. i still have to work with them for a month or so leh.. =x
den GH, dale, YZ + my grpmates and I went to walk around funan.. slowly when we go up every level.. my grpmates disappeared one by one.. lol.. so in the end when we reach the top floor only left with GH, YZ dale and I.. LOL! ! ! ! we walked around "Challenger".. wanted to get a mousy~~ but like all so expensive.. den design also not tt "Wow".. so didn't get la.. continued to walk around.. notice so many new gadgets.. like abit sua ku la.. so many kinds of keyboards sia.. cool designs! think should go funan walk walk when im free liao.. if not super outdate =x
after that we walked to raffles city.. walked and went penisular.. dnuo how to spell la.. =x den wanted to eat ice cream.. so had anderson ice cream.. GH got raspberry one.. Dale got mango.. i got chocolate chip.. hmm all not bad la.. i think GH's one not bad.. =p~~~~~ den we went supreme court.. quite cool la.. esp the technology court.. but it turned out much smaller den i imagined.. after tt went walk around at town with the usual gAng.. tried afew tops.. but not nice lehx.. saw kai hui!! lol.. damn funny la.. so long nv see my nball sister liao.. i guess she's working now.. anyway didn't managed to talk alot.. coz my friends were waiting for me.. had coffee and slack at coffee bean.. woohoo~~ i love slacking session.. esp due to the many projs n assignemtns which is driving me nuts.. so i'm still a hAppy ger la.. coz i still had my coffee n ktv slackin session ..
anyway damn bored at home.. nap in the afternoon.. super slack sia.. lol i guess when mon start i will tian kong hei hei again =x anyway dale got 2 tops.. so good.. i hAven even got my new yr clothes! ! ! CRY! ! ! !
jSkYGaL86 dream on 9:08 PM [comment]
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
hMm.. today's a slack day.. coz no presentation for me.. woohoo.. went nApfa with dale n Guo hAi.. napfa was oK la.. but sort of disappointing.. coz can't get prefect score.. 2.4 suX.. didn't do timing like 11min.. i duno wad i'm doing sia.. so sad so sad!! will can't blame anyone la.. coz i too lazy to exercise.. :(
went party world after tt.. the usual 5.. lol pro pro.. sang like mADDDDddddddddd.. managed to de-stressed abit la.. :) thAnks guys! love u peEpz! supper at youth pArk there.. 1st time eating supper with my buddies.. and hEng hEng when i reach bus stop the bus came.. =)
k la i dnuo wad i writing.. anyway jus a short update..
=prOofZ*=
jSkYGaL86 dream on 12:11 AM [comment]
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Saturday, January 14, 2006
Sianz.. life's like revolving around projects projects and projects.. i'm a lil sick of it already.. a few more weeks and i'm gonna say bye bye to Ngee Ann and move onto a new phase of my life.. kinda scary.. i duno whether i'm supposed to feel hAppy to be leaving or sad.. i'm always having alot of complicated feelings.. so sad!! anyway i duno how i'm supposed to go thRough this.. it's really very hard for me.. i dnuo how many more crazy things i will be doing.. =/ sometimes i envy ppl.. ppl who have their love ones by their side, friends.. their other halfs and everything.. for me.. my love ones.. hmm my family basically dones't noe tt i'm so stressed out.. coz i always appear to be so hAppy in front of them.. my friends.. all busy.. dun blame them coz they themselves have got their prob.. so who do i depend on..
anyway , i think i'm not applying for any local uni.. maybe coz i'm not in the mood and lost the drive to strive.. no point struggling for another 3 years.. so yup.. sorry mom and dad.. =/ Chinese New Year's coming.. dun have any mood for it la.. haVen even buy new year's clothes.. all my buddies had been so busy.. i really need a break from everything.. I wanna skAte.. blade.. sun tan.. play lan , pool, sing ktv.. alot alot.. but I jus can't enjoy all these activities now.. :(
ohyar i jus woke up.. it's like 230pm liao.. diaoz.. nobody's at home as usual.. =/ yesterday i was dead beat.. reached home and dozed off on the sofa.. was talking to Denny and Dale.. Bai Bai also.. she was asking me some project stuffs.. the rest of the pEople.. i think they already in lala lAnd liao.. really felt better after talking to Denny n dale.. i'm glad there are still some ppl around to cheEr me up.. it's amazing that they actually can talk sense when it comes to serious matter.. hAhax.. but sad thing is.. wadever I said.. they also nv really take it seriously.. =/ hmm maybe my tone and way of saying things often leave ppl thinking that i'm not serious..
anyway, i jus wanna say that they are all my very good friends.. hope that nobody will have the wrong impression. I dun like complicated stuff.. and I wun wan to engage in complicated situations.. so it's jus that simple k?
anyway today's sat.. guess many will be outside chilling out.. i'm Camping at home.. packing my stuffs ba.. duno later wanna go out for dinner not.. very lazy lehx.. =/
yeap.. yet another compo.. hahahhahaa..
=PrOoFz=
jSkYGaL86 dream on 2:39 PM [comment]
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
hmm.. i've bEen rather streSsed out lately.. not sure wad i'm stressed abt either.. or maybe it's jus thAt i'm not in good mood and emotions came over me..
was doing my IES yesterday.. duno wad hAppened to me la.. i started to teared.. so silly rite.. luckily my parents were slping already.. if not they tot wad happened to me sia.. im seriously very very very much affected by the fact tt i've got such a grp.. they dun do.. dun bother.. dun anything.. seeing all my friends choinging so hard as a grp really make me feel like i'm alone.. tho i noe they're somewhat there for me la.. but that's not it.. somethings are jus missing..
i think i'm really nuts to be bothered by this.. anyway i think i'm more bothered abt another matter.. i guess nobody noes or notice.. but.. aiya forget it..
anyway.. thX peEpz for chEEring me up !
=)
jSkYGaL86 dream on 8:24 PM [comment]
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AboutME
*gender
Female
*age
18
*dob [03]/[06]/[1986]
*horoscope
GeMiNi
*location Central
*ocupation
StuDenT in Ngee Ann Poly (business information and technology)
*family
1 dad, mum, sis
What I Love
Sports and music and cute lil things,
Food: Sushi, PizZa, Cheese, Chocolate, ice-cream
Pastimes: BEaching, Staying OutdoorS, Slack In Front of TV
People: Fun, "very onz", Sporty, Honest, faithful, Loyal, trustworthy, easy-going
*hates
Pest, irritating people esp. those who lies, indecisive and unreasonable ppl
*sports i play
netball, ruby, swimming, etc
*listens to
jay chou, all those chinese pop songs etc...
*Do to List
1.Swim on every Sat
2.Sleep by 1a.m =x
3.Not to be lazy and be more diligent
*Wish List for yr 2005
1.Good Grades
2.Great Friends
3.A digit cam
4.Scanner cum Printer
5.Go overseas with boy
6.Everyone to be happy
7.Mp3 player for boy
8.Make hair
9.Color hair
Resolution
* Not to be lazy
* Not to be bad tempered
* Slim down a lil more
* Exercise more
* Look prettier =x
ConTacT Me
*email
*msn jskygal86@hotmail.com
*icq 118106909
